I did lose some weights. from 95kgs to now 78 kgs ( sometime it did go 77kgs).
I started driving back. Dah 2 tahun I tak drive more than 2km. lepas berat turun. I dapat satu kuasa “ I’m ready! Do it! Do it! It’s OK, It’s Alright! Im not scared anymore! It’s OK , I’m millenial born in the 1980s! I ve been through enough! Just do it!”
I started my morning walk back that i love to do before this. thats make me happy. I feel alive! I found myself again that i lost a few years back. I less grumpy. i am not hiding anymore . I want to be seen now” I am dating myself. I have my morning ngopi time alone. No more Sophie. I really enjoyed it.
Thank you Allah for this keberanian .
